Starting the New Year!

I am adrift with the blog – not from lack of ideas or energy but somehow I feel I’ve lost direction.
Sin rumbo!
‘What’s it all about, Alfie? ‘
So here are some photos from my week with just a few words….

Reading too many books
But enjoying them all!

‘How to speak so your children listen and how to listen so they speak’ is wonderful!’
My hairdresser recommended it  one day when he noticed how sad and tired I was. Nice man!
Ken Follett. No words can describe how much I enjoyed this book. Finished it this morning.

In the Garlic is written by two women who live in Spain/Catalunya. Written in dictionary form it is funny and informative. E.g. about the endless bureaucracy here, there is the law of Falta Uno. This means whatever papers you bring there is always one missing!
On the Kindle I am reading Caroline Myss – Sacred Contracts. Fantastic!

I really enjoyed the first essay in Matthew Trees book about how to explain this country to foreigners. He is dedicated to spreading the word about Catalunya and writes very well. I find it good to read Catalan written by a British writer. He thinks in a familiar way which makes it easier for me.
I’ve had this Derek Jarman diary for years and never picked it up. Now I am dipping in every day and loving it. The sort of person it would be great to know. The diary is a mix of gardening and poetry, poems, landscape and practicalities.
How does he know so much about plants and herbs and history in those days before the internet?
I’ve known people like that and envied them. He was alone in Prospect Cottage, writing and gardening and looking out over his life.  At times he seems to be grieving, at others, deeply content and at peace.

Looking out over life!!!
I am making roses from the ribbon reels that fill the shelves in the backroom. It’s easy and very satisfying but I have no idea what to do with them!

Catching water in Santa Fe – No! No! that is a reverse translation from Catalan – Going to get water from the fountain in the woods. Now we have a full cellar.

Starting my new vegetarian life – just like the old one that I strayed from 10 or so years ago but in a more challenging environment and with more flexibility when necessary. One of my goals is to be visible in restaurants and not just eat the bits I can, timidly accepting the meaty menus that dominate in Catalunya. In a typically traditional Catalan country restaurant I ordered the side dishes and it made a lovely lunch. Chips, white beans and samfaina!

The Kings are coming!  Tomorrow I am going to see them in Barcelona when they arrive by boat.

And all through the week and the weeks before – my lovely dog – Bonnie. What a friend!

Opinions about Independence

In Fridays edition of El Nou, a newspaper in Catalan covering stories in the Valles Oriental where I live, they printed the results of a survey about Independence.
Twenty local people every week will be asked three questions:
1/ Do you believe there should be a referendum about independence?
2/ Why?
3/ If it happens, what will you vote?

This first week 18 out of 20 said Yes to question 1. And 15 out of 20 said Yes to question 3.

Here are some of the responses in more detail. It is interesting because this really is a subject of discussion here at the moment.   I’ve been part of numerous conversations about the possibility of an independent Catalunya.  The most recent being last night with a Spanish woman standing outside a bar in Granollers having a cigarette in the rain!

Lluis(architect)
1/ Yes, obviously!
2/ To assess public opinion and if the citizens of Catalunya say yes then to start the process as quickly as possible
3/ Yes Yes Yes!

Vicenç (artist)
1/ Yes, of course
2/ When one and a half million people come out on the streets demonstrating in this way, no democracy can escape from paying attention. It was a turning point.
3/ Yes. Catalunya has to be an independent state because anything else is not viable. What future is there in having a relationship based on threats?

Julian (President of Football Club)
1/ No
2/ Catalunya has to fight to achieve the best possible economic pact with Spain. But spare me the rest! I don’t agree with independence.
3/ No

Vicenç (President of PIMEC)
1/ Yes
2/ Because the the country’s situation is very bad and I believe in having our own state and in the idea that the civil society of Catalunya can decide freely what it wants in the future.
3/ I will vote Yes.

And what about my own answers?
1/ Yes
2/ The longer I live here the more I realise that Catalunya is not Spain. So long as the Spanish government continues to treat Catalunya as a milk cow, using it for the money that it produces but treating the culture and the people with disrespect and no regard for equality or fairness, then it seems inevitable that people here will want to create their own free and democratic country.
3/ I won’t be eligible to vote but if I could I would vote Yes.

Amma in Granollers II

I only learnt the meaning of the word Bhajan yesterday. It means an Indian devotional song.
This is the music that has been hypnotising me over the past three days at the centre where Amma is appearing.

I haven’t ever studied Indian music or religion so somehow this music has passed me by and perhaps last time I went to see Amma it just felt strange and exotic. This time, while sitting watching the ceremonies, the hugs, the people and the musicians, I also started to read the translations of the words on the large screens.  It is sacred poetry sung to music. And if like me you are struggling to come to terms with problems, or are grieving or are searching for the way forward in life;  the words and the music are incredibly profound and moving.

So here is an example, along with some pictures of Amma from previous ceremonies.
If you watch and listen to this then perhaps you can imagine how incredible it is to have Amma visit Granollers.  In the midst of this very commercial and sometimes sad and confused city it is a blessing.
I promised myself I wouldn’t mention the food again but it is wonderful to see how many more people now queue up for the Indian food. Who says Catalan people don’t like it spicy?

Thank you Amma and all the people who are creating this experience.

Independence – the Scottish Catalan connection

When I first arrived in Barcelona three years ago I was surprised to find that so many people were interested in Scotland and in the Scottish Nationalist Party.  I soon realised that people here were watching closely the process in the UK as discussions took place about having a referendum. If Scotland could move towards independence then perhaps there was hope for Catalunya.
Yesterday, as I am sure you can’t have missed, the UK Prime Minister and the Scottish First Minister made an agreement to hold a referendum about independence in 2014.
The headline in todays Catalan newspaper is
Londres pacta – Madrid amenaça 
with a large photograph of Alex Salmond shaking hands with David Cameron.

I feel totally unqualified to speak of either Scotland’s move towards independence or the current situation in Catalunya where it seems more than half the population now want to separate from Spain and be an independent nation.

I don’t mean I have no opinions but I haven’t lived in Scotland for 32 years and all I know of Catalan politics is hearsay as I struggle hard to understand the history, the television and the newspapers.
But I am very interested in it all and as a Scot living in Catalunya I can’t help but feel involved.

What people used to say to me when they discovered I was Scottish was,

  • ‘do you think Scotland will be independent?’
  • ‘what do people in Scotland feel about the English?’
  • ‘why did the Scots let go of their language so easily?’

 I felt rather ashamed of my lack of knowledge and even my lack of passion about these questions. While my questioners were concentrating on the similarities I could only see the differences.
I never thought of independence in Scotland as being something that would bring millions of people onto the streets. Many people, myself included, feel it is a good idea but is it a passionate desire?
After all Scotland is a separate nation already. It has or had many politicians in power in the UK government.  It is not suffering greater financial hardship than the rest of the UK due to unfair taxation and redistribution. It doesn’t have to pay to use motorways while the English travel for free.
But recently I have been rethinking this first reaction.

About the English
When there is a sports event of course I want Scotland to do well and to be honest couldn’t care less if England wins or loses.  An English person recently got annoyed with me for saying this, he clearly felt I ‘should’ support English teams. But I don’t feel English in any way so why would I?
However I don’t hate them.
I lived in England for years, I love some English people, I like England. But it is a different country.  This is how most Catalans I meet feel about Spain.  They are accused of hating Spain and Spanish people but in my experience they just want to get on with being Catalan and running their own country.  Yes some people speak negatively about the Spanish but that’s normal – the Scots do it  about the English.
There is a difference of degree of frustration. I can see many reasons why Catalunya would want to separate from a Spain which treats them unfairly and continues to ram Spanishness and the defeat of the Civil War down their throats.
While my annoyances with England seem rather mild in comparison.
It’s infuriating when people talk of England when they mean Great Britain.  For Catalans this happens all the time and because they are not officially a nation, they can’t say with as much force as Scots can, I am not Spanish but Catalan.  I have a British passport and Catalans have Spanish passports.   But how would I feel if I had an English passport?  If England insisted that I call myself English?  Much more angry I am sure!
Of course there is the oil. But I’m not going to go there now.
And the fact that Scotland generally is more left wing than England yet has to live with the result of a nation-wide election. But I’m not going there either!

Language
Gaelic has never felt like my language – I don’t see it as something that I lost as it was never spoken throughout Scotland. There is however another language in Scotland which was treated as inferior and which was pushed aside to be replaced by English in official speech. This language is Scots and I agree that this has been suppressed and ridiculed and yet it survives. I wonder if in an independent Scotland, Scots words such as bairn, glaikit, scunnered, would brought back centre stage?  Scots is a language in its own right, not just a dialect of English as some would see it.  Perhaps it would be better to see both English and Scots as two dialects which have developed from the same root – an Angles language which arrived in Scotland about 1400 years ago. But clearly the two have not been treated equally and with the union of the parliaments in 1707, English took precedence.
Catalan though is a strong and totally different language from Spanish. It is an official language of the country. But everyday there are reminders that it is not treated equally – there is much to swallow with a smile and it is hardly surprising when people get frustrated. Legal documents for example are in Spanish – courts use Spanish – sometimes police force suspects to answer in Spanish.  There is a lot more of the jackboot in this than happens in Scotland.

The same or different?
While I have moved towards seeing more the similarities between the two struggles for independence, the papers today are speaking of the differences.
While London makes a pact, Madrid threatens.
The shocking reality at the moment is that every day brings another threat from the politicians of Madrid and the PP.  They are terrified of democracy, terrified of the possibility of losing one of the richest parts of the Spanish nation, terrified of losing control. So there are threats of violence, of retribution and a constant stream of negative comments about Catalans – that they are greedy, subversive, selfish, trouble-makers.  While all that Catalans want is a referendum to see if the majority want to be an independent state, Madrid responds as if this were a declaration of war.
I don’t think Scotland and the Scottish are hated and feared by the English as the Catalans are by Madrid and in the end I think this may make the difference in what happens next here.

Independence and other things to do

I want to write about Catalunya and independence but I keep getting distracted.

Perhaps it is because I don’t feel I know enough yet.  I listen and strain to understand the news in Catalan, I hear conversations around the table and try to get a better grip on what people are thinking and saying. I buy newspapers and spend an hour or two slowly translating for myself and hoping I am not missing something important.

There are lots of flags still hanging from windows and so far, everyone I have spoken to is pro independence.  Almost everyone went on the demonstration in Barcelona on September 11th.
People are talking about it.

It feels like an exciting and important time and I will write about it – soon!
I wish my language skills were better – it’s so frustrating to know there is something going on and yet not be able to really really understand the details.

Meanwhile ….life continues in Granollers.
Today I went to the dentist – a visit to the hygienist cost 20 euros.

The sun shone on the Porxada and some people were still wearing shorts

I unpacked some more sculpture tools and created some stone dust

Ah the smell of wax crayons! I always have to bury my head in them and breath in.