I am still here

I was eating supper this evening at home and suddenly thought,

“here I am sitting around a table with four men, one Catalan, two Basque and one Indian, all speaking Spanish and eating mushroom risotto made by me with fresh chantarelles picked in the mountains yesterday. Isn’t life amazing and interesting and surprising and good?”

I sometimes have to pinch myself to check that it is all real. Just over five years ago I was living restlessly alone in Cornwall and dreaming of how to create a new life. And almost exactly 10 years ago I was in Barcelona for the very first time and wondering how I could manage to come back as soon as possible as I had fallen in love with the city.

Here I am, back after a long gap in my writing and yet still travelling along the catalan way. So much to explain and to tell you. So many stories to tell that I didn’t know where to begin, until now.

Suddenly tonight I decided to plunge in, right here and now.
Tomorrow Amma starts her three day visit to Granollers. This is the first stage of her European tour and the only place she is visiting in Spain. They say she is here in Barcelona but actually, she is here in Granollers and three of the men we shared supper with are Amma volunteers who have been preparing the sports centre for her and for us.  They are working all day and sleeping in the other part of our house, the abandonned part, the part that I feel is full of ghosts.
They said they are sleeping well and I feel sure that their preesence along with the Amma energy they carry, is helping us heal our strange home.

To be continued…

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2 thoughts on “I am still here

  1. Hi Kate, I too have turned back to my blog! Your visitors and appreciation of your life and the turns it has taken are so wonderful to read about. It is funny, I do not know a lot about Amma, but it seems about every two weeks something about her comes up. Perhaps a sign that I should find out a bit more. Cheers!

  2. Hello dear Threads:)

    Lovely to hear from you and thank you so much for your support and kind words. I have lots to write about but somehow can’t summon the energy to get it written. I am hoping for a true blog revival in the coming weeks when visitors have gone and the nights are drawing in. I haven’t had a comment here in months so I am really chuffed to get yours – and I think that could be the dynamo I need to get back to it. Thanks again and good luck with your writing

    Kate

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